Starving

It feels like it's been months, but I can confidently say that it has only been a week at most. I haven't left my apartment since it happened. I hear intermittent rain outside, but I don't want to leave in the storm.

I've been starving this entire time. Eating all the food in my fridge hasn't helped at all. I've tried drinking straight from the faucet, but it hasn't helped my thirst. It's like there's a hole in me that demands something more. I don't know what to do.

Despite how many times I've tried to reach out to Edward, I haven't gotten a response. No idea what his status is. All I know is that I don't dream of him. I hope what I dream of the others isn't anywhere close to the truth.